Fabulous Killjoy

I love diving into characters, their emotions, and their inner conflicts. I mostly write multi-para or novella-style, across romance, horror, crime, fantasy, dark themes, mysticism, and whatever else catches my interest. Most of my characters work across different universes, including AUs and crossovers. There’s inspiration from The Last of Us, Game of Thrones, and Hannibal, alongside OCs with their own backstories. Most of my characters are multi-ship.

I enjoy plotting, but I like leaving room for things neither of us saw coming. Feel free to jump into my posts. I want to get to know your characters, how they think, what matters to them, and how they experience the world. Mutual curiosity makes writing together fun. Constructive feedback and trigger warnings are always welcome.

I’ve never really been a one-person, one-WP writer. I found my way into RP through musical theatre education, Pen & Paper, and written roleplay, so it’s always had a community side for me. Creating worlds and sharing storylines with four or five writers is something I enjoy. Each story gets its own thought and feeling, even when I’m writing elsewhere too.

I’m here for interaction, creativity, and worldbuilding together. If the chemistry is there, I’m usually open to almost anything.

I generally only end an RP when neither of us feels like continuing, or when I realise I can’t do my character justice anymore. Waiting three to six months for a reply is fine with me. If it looks like it’ll be that long, a quick “still interested, just need time” is appreciated. No detailed explanation needed. After several months without a reply or any word, I’ll usually consider the story abandoned.

I love emotional stories, complicated relationships, and characters who care for others. I’m happy to write a caretaker, but even my caretakers need someone in their corner occasionally. Both characters should have room for their feelings and struggles, and preferably the odd chance to laugh or catch a break too.

Conflict, rivalry, and messy dynamics can be great fun. Power games, narcissistic behaviour, and ongoing control are things I’d rather discuss first, especially if they’re going to shape the relationship. I’m not particularly interested in constant one-upmanship. My characters can lose, make mistakes, and have weaknesses; I just want both of us to have room to contribute.

If something starts feeling too heavy or one-sided, we can talk and adjust it. That doesn’t have to become a big dramatic conversation.

✦   I’m happiest in writing partnerships where we can enjoy our stories without jealousy or competition over who writes with whom.

✦   If you’d like to use a shared idea, an original concept, or something specific I created for an OC or my version of a canon character, please check with me first. I’ve had experiences with this that left me feeling pushed out, so it’s a sensitive subject. A quick conversation helps.

✦   I’ll leave your characters’ thoughts, actions, and reactions to you, and I appreciate the same in return. Our characters can make all sorts of assumptions about each other, of course. If a scene needs us to take a little more control for practical reasons, we can agree on that beforehand.

✦   Dark and difficult subjects are welcome. Please talk with me first about references to suicide, plots centred on depression or trauma, narcissistic dynamics, or sustained power and control. I enjoy complicated characters; I just like knowing what we’re getting into together.

✦   Please leave me out of votings and writer spotlights, including nominations. I appreciate the thought, but being included makes me uncomfortable.

Outside of writing, I’m a passionate gamer. Resident Evil has been with me right from the beginning, and I also love Dying Light, Dead by Daylight, Red Dead Redemption, Fallout, and Outlast. Horror games and plenty of multiplayer games tend to keep me occupied, so there’s a decent chance I’m somewhere getting chased, shot at, or making questionable survival decisions.